Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I am so lost and confused.

I don't know what to do anymore. My life is all turned around. I am so stressed with school and life, but that's not what is getting me down.

I need to just keep holding on.

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Biff 90210

This post is dedicated to one of my best friends, ANGELA!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love her. She is so inspiring... And that's about it. Just kidding, she is really amazing, and she touches my life everyday. I am so blessed to have her in my life. My year at Behrend wouldn't have been nearly as awesome if I hadn't met her. And I will update this post tomorrow, as I have homework to do tonight. But she made me post today because I would have an awesome title..... =)

And when I get back, I will talk all about her, when I came up to visit her, and Kennywood - so watch out.

Love you Angela!!!!!

=)

Edit: So I am back. I was in the process of editing this last night, but my  internet connection kept going in and out. So it wouldn't publish of save. So I am doing it now!

I can't tell you about most of the things that I love Angela for, since some are private and between her and I, and others are too long to type out. But even though our friendship has its flaws, and sometimes one of us gets mad at the other, we are still amazing friends. I miss her everyday, so it is a good thing we text all the time, we call each other when we are walking in the dark for comfort, and we have skype dates to see each other.

One of the biggest reasons I love Angela is her willingness to put other people's feelings ahead of her own. Even when she is depressed or sad, she still does not want to hurt me. In doing so, she often pushes people away that mean a lot to her, but I know she just doesn't want to see them suffer. I am so glad everyday that I know her and that she cares about me to push me away, but I am even more glad that she pulls me back in.

If you know her, you will be blessed. She is so fun to be with, and even puts up with some of my annoying quirks. She knows everything about me, and I know everything about her. There are no secrets between us. She knows just what to say to make me cry, though always in the good way. She has become a role model to me, with her never ending perseverance and love. I know she doesn't always think of her as this amazing Godly  woman I know her to be, but she is.

I know she will read this and probably cry, but it is how I truly feel. I love you Ang!

=)